in . . . . . out . . . in . . . . . out . . . its just amazing how you dont get to know whats ever going to happen next I want to create a pod on energy. So thats what Im going to go work on ... Energy Experiments 101 come plug in smiles ~ an electric smile~ Love A

rubs my eyes I have had a strange, yet enlightening week beginning with my mother in law having a stroke... I started this pod Come on by, and on in.... I d love to see / hear / read / dance / to any ideas or suggestions, anyone may have to grow that into a space thats truly worthy of the Zaadz name:) http://pods.zaadz.com/energy_experiment_10 I made it 10 for a reason ~l~ just because I like the number 10 My minds a lil tired from all this extra stuff its been having to process... Hoping next week to have more time to dedicate towards adding some stuff, such as mp3s. Does anyone know a place where I could compile a list of songs from other people, to have them easily accesible for anyone who would like to down load them off, online? whew.. that was a mouthful maybe a podcast .. Ill have to look into that I wish you a happy smile day Im not listening to anything at the moment my word for the day is existential: ex·is·ten·tial (ěg'zĭ-stěn'shəl, ěk'sĭ-) Pronunciation Key adj. Of, relating to, or dealing with existence. Based on experience; empirical. Of or as conceived by existentialism or existentialists: an existential moment of choice. Linguistics Of or relating to a construction or part of a construction that indicates existence, as the words there is in the sentence There is a cat on the mat. n. Linguistics An existential word or construction. ex'is·ten'tial·ly adv. and my websites for this day are: http://www.myspace.com/chaparralandrewhodges and http://www.caricole.com/media/media.aspx Two amazing zaadz members, check um out! hugs smiles and love mmmm A

my mind is most likely in a dream at this moment im not going to bother dealing with grammar or punctuation..unless i feel like it. dark / light without each other would they exist? does the light need the dark? the dark the light? silence can not be divided but you need it to hear i sit in profound amazement of the simplicity of the world and how it all revolves about we as a society love to add complex issues to keep the simplicity completely difficult lovehate goodbad hotcold daynight the moon needs the sun to shine the stars are there even when you cant see them suns burning bright in the very far distance so big yet seeming so small illusions of perception I love my neighbor for giving me some music and talking while we walked until our legs fell off, because everything we were talking about made us go YEAH! winter spring it took the cooooold hella cold to think 45 was a heat wave breathe not breathing breathing pain bliss if you go past the pain what happens? freedom? from self ego mind body? life death to almost die can cause one to want to live fear/....what is the opposite of fear? as i furrow my brow ....my thought on impulse was alive not fearless this picture taken today playing with the light I actually got my little p.o.s. thing to work again !!!so happy sooo happpppy..did it take it not working to appreciate it as i do now...hmm yes it did if ever the need arises I have a million pictures of anything you could possible imagine and am willing to share :) so just ask:) come on no yes yes no stay go tired awake im seeing stuff im so tired i think there fore i should go to bed ~l~ be blessed or in finding or is that in finding you see ..that you are indeed blessed? mmmm kisses the night sleep well and sweet dreams Love sleepy A love to the world mmm smiles and hits the enter button

pictures pictures everywhere I need to get some cds and tie my butt down to this chair to burn and clear ... I really dislike that whole process so here are a few from this and last month the song I am listening to is 'Breathe me" Sia check out this video its purty bad assz amazing http://www.videocodezone.com/videos/s/sia/breathe_me-2.html the weird thing is that she looks a lil like me and RUN GIRL RUN! ~l~ wow Do I have a word for today ... hmmmm... how about this intrinsic ----------------------[::] intrinsic |inˈtrinzik; -sik| adjective belonging naturally; essential : access to the arts is intrinsic to a high quality of life. See note at inherent . • (of a muscle) contained wholly within the organ on which it acts. [::]---------------------- mmmmmmmmmm Im in love with darkness this week primal darkness/ not evil connecting to that side of me its almost necessary at times like a break from the midday sun you know how you feel as you escape from that relentless light and heat to hide out under a cool lush tree..the leaves all blowing ... the immediate relief you feel as the shadiness seeps onto your skin refreshing, licking, kissing, renewing it ... thats how i feel with the darkness ahhh just closing my eyes and feeling ...no thinking just pure gut smiles a most interesting smile ..and laughs be with in your self today Love A